@TAINTED_WINGS

“ My birth was an abomination. My mother's murder, sin and betrayal. So, if my existence goes against the laws of nature... why do I exist? ”

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details
birth name	Tynan
stripper nickname	Caligo
age	Tynan looks in his 23s—25s more or less. Yet he's actually 209 years old.
date of birth	April 5th, 1815
pronouns	He/him
race	Nephalem

ㅤABOUTㅤ An abhorrence, a Nephilem, the only creature hated equally by both demonic and angelic factions. Even nature seemed to rebel on the day he was born, on 5 April 1815, when the Tambora volcano (Indonesia) woke up, causing the largest volcanic eruption in modern history and making 1816 the so-called "year without summer".His mother died in childbirth while his father, a demon, was killed by one of his own when Tynan was only seven years old. The executioner took the child under his protection. What he thought was an act of redemption, soon turned out to be mere abuse, an obsession with control and power. It would have been a waste to dispose of that lump of sentient flesh first, without first giving his existence some semblance of meaning, wouldn't it? At least that was what the the hellspawn proclaimed.Numerous seals were placed on his body with the years passing, an attempt to numb at least one of those two creatures that, fused within this vessel, made up his soul. Yet Tynan continued to grow, and so did his powers. As a result, the albino's body was vilified, even to the point of disfiguring his most distinctive feature: his wings. His wings were torn off during a sexual abuse, one of many, that this time it ended in a massacre. That act was so traumatic that all the seals that had been placed were suddenly destroyed, even the oldest, which had been realised with a few drops of blood from its 'owner', the snake around his neck. Tynan himself doesn't remember much of what happened; he thought he passed out from the pain but, when he regained consciousness, he found himself surrounded by dismembered and disemboweled corpses, submerged in a sea of blood.200 years later, his wings have still not fully grown back and Tynan still doesn't trust anyone to touch his back. From that day on, moreover, he began to wander the Earth aimlessly, in solitude. Even though he had promised himself that he would never approach anyone again, , as the decades passed, his desire for love and affection grew stronger and harder to ignore.Tynan is homosexual, a sub yet a powerbottom. He may be seen lingering around women but that's actually just because of money. Poliromantic, he's okay with open relationships. Yet, even if he's open to hookups, he isn't very likely to be in a relationship because of his trust issues.F-list[Open ship. Ships require chem and previous plot before.]

appearence:

height: 171 cm, 5'7.32" .
weight: 58 kg, 127 lbs.
physical description: with white hair, pale skin and light blue eyes that seem to shade into a red tonality, it's quite evident that Tynan is affected by albinism — just like his mother was. In general, his physique is well trained, toned and well-structured, even if the musculature does not often appear overly evident.
clinical conditions: Tynan is affected by Oculocutaneous albinism (OCA), type 1. This condition occurs with vision problems, which in his case include: photophobia (sensitivity to light) and astigmatism.
psychological conditions: known issues: ᅠᅠInsecure attachment style.ᅠᅠ Fear of abandonment. ᅠᅠEmotional dependency. ᅠᅠCompulsive behavior. ᅠᅠFear of vulnerability. ᅠᅠHypersexual behavior. ᅠᅠDifficulty with emotional intimacy and avoidance of emotional intimacy. ᅠᅠCyclothymia.
peculiar traits: 2 tattoos (a raven pierced by a sword on the left forearm and a fallen angel on the right side) + many piercings (on the right side: flat, rook and upper lobe on the ear; on the left side: two lobes, an upper lobe and an horizontal eyebrow piercing; a labret ring; both his nipples are actually pierced; tongue piercing; guiche piercing ~~yeah, perineum piercing ;)~~ ). The snake around his neck isn't a tattoo and could sometimes be seen moving a little: is what remains of the containment seal, now broken as evidenced by the animal's detached head.

Tynan is a Nephalem, the offspring of an angel and demon. With the grace of the first one, the violent instincts of the latter and mixed blood running through their veins, Nephalems are bound to a human soul made from the human vessel possessed by their angelic and demonic parents. Their appearance is human, yet their power are far greater.In his inhuman form, Tynan's sclera turns black and his iris of a glowing light blue, almost white. He has two big, feathered wings: one is white, the other black. Actually… he had them yet they were cut off about fifty years ago and now only a stump remains, one-tenth of the original length.A Nephalem will develop an angel or demon personality that can occasionally take over their body and leave the actual mind of the host without memory of their actions from blacking out. These personalities begin to manifest a form inside their head and will constantly be battling for control unless the Nephalem can balance their personality disorder and make the manifestations disappear so the disorder can no longer affect them.As a child, these hybrids are more likely to grow up rather rapidly from an infant to either a child or teenager.Another unique trait of a Nephalem is their grace. If it's removed, then slowly, but much quicker than a Nephilim, a Nephalem will be driven towards insanity and die horribly as both heritages will attack the body's cells and system, causing it to fail.

ㅤ about his race: ㅤ
ㅤ the Nephalemㅤ

As the children of Heaven and Hell, Nephalem are very powerful hybrids. The power level of a Nephalem depends on their parents.Powers / Abilities:
— Divine-Demonic Force Manipulation ( ability to manipulate context, objects, or concepts that have been deemed simultaneously godly and demonic) ;
— Soul Absorption ;
— Hallucinations ;
— Ethereal Manipulation (the power to manipulate ethereal energies/forces from various planes of existence, the Holy fire and the Hell's one) ;
— Healing ;
— Shapeshifting ;
— Immortality ;
— Teleport ;
— Invulnerability ;
— Transcendent Form (he power to have the traits and abilities of transcendent beings: ethereal physiology, energy perception, extrasensory perception and higher consciousness) ;
— Telekinesis .Weakness:
— Balance : Nephalem need to be in complete harmony with both the holy and demonic aspects of their physiology to access the full extent of their abilities
— Opposing Personalities : a Nephalem may be driven into insanity with two of the demonic and angelic personalities interfering with each other.
— Enmity : as they are born of both demonic and angelic parentage, they usually are forsaken and hated by both angels and demons. Even if, on the other hand, both factions tend to contend with the Nephalem, trying to get them on their side.

`personality`
Even if Tynan appears as a social butterfly, he struggles to create stable relationship: he wouldn't have a problem to hit on a guy he likes if knows that it would be just a night stand but if the other asks him to see him again? PANIC! ᅠᅠAlso, he'd talk too much but usually without actually revealing himself entirely. His sassy, bratty, sarcastic and spitfire personality hides deep insecurities, in addition to trust and commitment issues.
ᅠᅠTynan is always quite blunt, without too many filters. Yet, he can pretend to be innocent and naive if necessary, to suit the tastes of the person he is approaching and get what he wants.
ᅠᅠ However, it must be said that his personality can undergo sudden changes, suddenly becoming more vulgar and violent or softer and naive. This is due to his un ability to perfectly balance the two natures that coexist in him. However this lack of control makes him feel vulnerable and often leads him to isolate and withdraw into himself. That's why Tynan tends to gravitate towards more mature people, seeking the stability he lacks: menage to tame the Nephalem and you'll get a ~~possessive~~, loyal partner at your side.
ᅠᅠHe has developed an insecure attachment style: he desperately wants to be loved but fears that he can trust the other person so much and be betrayed and hurt as he has been in the past, he fears letting his guard down. This is why he often seeks hookups, in an attempt to be able to experience the body warmth of another person without the danger of becoming attached. Although, on the other hand, it may work on the other way around as well, as he would likely trade his own body just to keep the other person close.
ᅠᅠTynan is firmly convinced that, he isn't worthy of love, that his own body alone can be remarkable; this is the main reason why he always tries to make himself the centre of attention with extravagant clothing, isn't afraid to expose himself a bit, has taken a job as a stripper and has developed a certain tendency towards a hypersexual attitude (although he couldn't be defined exactly so): sexual connection requires less trust than an emotional one and it's still able to give him a sense of value. As much as it may not seem so, Tynan has a rather low self-esteem and often makes it depend on the opinion of others rather than on his own.
ᅠᅠHe wants to be the centre of attention, the focus of the evening. Yet, despite disguising it well, Tynan comes across as tense, always alert and checking the surroundings.
ᅠᅠThe albino is often subject to mood swings and his temper sometimes is so volatile that he may have more violent reactions when exposed to specific triggers. Yet, on the surface, he seems rather going, a bit of a brat, sarcastic and often playful. Not exactly a Sunshine character, no, more like the unpredictable skies of March.
ᅠᅠThere may be moments of vulnerability when he approaches a person, seeking comfort, only to turn away shortly after realising his own weakness. Gaining his trust is not easy, it requires time and patience. However, if one ever managed to overcome all those barriers put up to shield and protect one's self, one would be faced with a very troubled, lost and insecure soul. His dual nature doesn't, in fact, allow him to follow a single ideal and Tynan often finds himself flapping around like a moth against a window pane as he tries to reach the light: pursuing his angelic nature nauseates him, pursuing his demonic one, on the other hand, makes him feel guilty. Pursuing the human one? At the moment, it would seem to be the only option, and yet he feels it on him like a too-small, too-tight shirt that Tynan nevertheless persists in wearing.

likes
— tattoos and piercings;
— horror films and videogames;
— smoking;
— rock music and 2000s pop music;
— dancing and singing;
— cats, snakes, colorful fishes and raptors;
— going clubbing and shopping;
— dark chocolate with red fruits (especially raspberries);
— expensive clothes/accessories.

dislikes
— his moods swinging;
— cheapskates;
— nosy people.
— his back being touched.
— ginger.

“you want so badly to be pure again, you call yourself a doll, a lamb, an innocent little thing. but the color pink doesn’t wash away sin, and rosaries don’t make you any less scared of God"

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written by: BlackSwan.24 ／ she - her ／friendly roleplayer ／10 years RP experience ／detailed RPs — matching details ／ plot preferred (DMs are always open to plot) .English is not my main language.[ I'm a student so low activity may occur from time to time: please bear with me! ]

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